Anzaldua in Borderlands carves out a beautiful journey towards a “new conscience” which begins from imagining new possibilities that results in the emergence of a new Self. It is this creation of a Self that I found most striking, particularly because I feel that Fanon and Anzaldua share the same passion and need to create this new Self as a diagnosis against the colonial forces which have rejected them the status of human.
It starts off with the realization that concepts can not be held in “rigid boundaries” for “rigidity means death.” This fear of death gives rise to seeing what was otherwise invisible-the countless doors to possibility which frees an individual from set patterns and goals and move towards a “more whole perspective, one that includes rather than excludes.” This inclusion is unprecedented one that was never experienced in the bifurcated world that has always existed and continued to oppress people like Anzaldua on the basis of their colour, gender, sexuality. It is the same compartmentalized world which Fanon talked about that was divided along rigid lines between those who possess the world and those who borrow it, the haves and the have-nots, the whites and the envious .Thus erasing all traces of heterogeneity. However, Andzaldua is seen as doing exactly the opposite that is retrieving this heterogeneity.
If the rigid boundaries dictated centering of the world to one location, to one way of living, the opening up of new possibilities meant decentering of the universe which gives rise to multiplicity of centers. It must be noted, however, that this is not a time of replacing one social order with another social order, one norm with another norm, one rigidity with another rigidity but it’s a time of closure. It’s a time of possibility.
It is for the longest time, our future belonged to Europe. Its values dictated the norm. But this time of possibility means that the future is not centered on one location. It does not belong to Europe. The future too needs to pluralize.
And it is this through this understanding, that Anzaldua presents a diagnosis which lies only in healing the split between this bifurcated world, “between the white race and the coloured, between males and females” that we see a multiplicity of the futures emerging and it is within this future that we see the birth of a new self.
This entails that you collect the pieces of yourself which were given to you and imposed on you when you first arrived in this world. It is then that you deconstruct them and after this tedious job you construct another image of yourself-an image that Anzaldua calls an “alien consciousness, a conscious of the borderlands.” Because it is the conditions in the borderland which enable her to be different and thus know the world differently where she has the courage to imagine “disengaging from the dominant culture and cross the border into a wholly new and separate territory”
She therefore calls herself “an act of kneeding , of uniting and joining that not only has produced both a creature of darkness and a creature of Iight, but also a creature that questions the definitions of light and dark and gives them new meanings.” It is questioning the very boundaries that has enabled her to break these rigid realities and live a new life with a new Self which will in her best hopes bring an end to rape, violence and war. Like Fanon, Anzaldua finds the answer to colonization in opening up possibilities and allowing a new self to emerge which requires “massive uprooting of dualistic thinking in the individual and collective conscienceness.” It sure is a long struggle but a struggle which is worth every sacrifice, every pain.
