Gloria Anzaldua writes about revolution. A revolution that is necessitated by means of a specific kind of evolution. The process of evolution, one would assume, is naturally occurring; it is separate from notions of politics, norms, culture and so on. Yet she reveals, through her paragraph titled “Half and Half” that perhaps our expectations from nature are not neutral, are not apolitical after all.
Growing up is organic, is normal, is an “evolution” that is expected. Should that same organically mediated process defy the expectations or the wishes of the body, it is a sign of defiance. Something that must be addressed immediately, attacked and- in most cases- removed. A growth, an evolution, that defies expectations, becomes a revolution.
Gloria Anzaldua states how a muchacha was deemed one “of the Others” because her body did not conform to the process of evolution that the townspeople consigned to. Her body defied the binaries through which we make sense of the world in neat, calculated terms. A binary defied, as Anzaldua observes, does not -for some reason- induce the observers to perhaps create room for the intended individual; for some reason, our first instinct is to cast the individual aside as a freak, as a “deviation of nature”. An individual such as the muchacha,leaves the observer “horrified” at the way nature has been “inverted”.
This observation of nature being this or that begs the question: who are we to say what is and what is not natural? Who decides the terms on which nature functions, let alone the terms on which it is inverted?
Is it arrogance or is it cowardice that prevents us from seeing diverse peoples, people with different bodies, different skins, different features, as equally human? Gloria Anzaldua takes a very generous approach to this supposed “abnormality”: her point of view celebrates the individual’s “abnormality” as a physical manifestation of their “inborn extraordinary gift”. This romanticization might be her way of coping with the notion of diversity and its lack of acceptance into the mainstream. If they are not allowed to assimilate, then these “abnormal” individuals should stand apart with pride- atleast that is what Anzaldua seems to infer.
Yet one cannot help questioning, again, who decides what is and what is not an abnormality? Setting aside the question of whether or not this muchachatruly embodied the kind of personhood imposed onto her as a trans individual, there is a great deal more betrayed in the way that she is portrayed by others. It is interesting and of value, to note that there is an ‘other’ that is far more superior in its reach, in its influence, than this singular entity, this one Other. It is also important to remain cognizant of the fact that the only “abnormal” aspect of her existence lies in reference to her genitalia. Again, begging the question: what is so abnormal about a body that one is born into? One that has had no changes made to it, is naturally occurring, just like the existence of any other person.
A minor discrepancy, purely physical in nature, that takes nothing away from the richness of her personhood is somehow made the focal point of her existence. What Anzaldua offers, through this brief example, is perhaps a larger social commentary. A commentary on our obsession with and our fetishization of, these minor (supposed) discrepancies, ranging from sexuality to genitalia. A commentary on the notion of decision making that later constitutes a narrative; a narrative that the concerned individuals have no role in making.
Perhaps Anzaldua’s (romantic) acceptance of difference as an inherent gift has merit in the way it seeks to invert the terms by which ‘different’ people are addressed. It may be her way of celebrating a difference that is otherwise chastised. That understanding holds merit in itself.
Yet it is this confusion about what to call someone, how to talk to them and even look at them, that begs the question: perhaps our understanding of difference and our ways of dealing with difference speak volumes about us, and not the person we are commenting on. Perhaps it is more a projection of our own insecurities, a betrayal of our bigotry, than it is a judgement on the person we are evaluating. A person we place on a pedestal to dissect, to criticize, to shame, for simply existing in a way that does not conform to our expectations.
To have something as pure as existence, mediated through the lens of bigoted narratives is an evil that goes unquestioned because these Others, these sources of ridicule, reside along the margins of society. Anzaldua emphasizes, through this example of the muchacha, the absurdity of our obsession with bodies, with a specific kind of existence. An existence that does not require a label yet has one imposed onto it for the convenience of everyone but the individual in question.


